In the arts most of my life, knew it meant more to me, than most around me, not pointing fingers, just noticing that I seemed to want more, I took it too seriously, wanted to grow, spread my wings, swim with the GODS, in my brain, in my heart, in my soul. Wanted to always reach beyond my monkey mind and blind heart and find my truth, in my artistry, so I could look in the mirror and see a true artist, who are MY true artists? Well humans like, RAM DAS, Alan Watts, KRISHNAMURTY, Charles Bukowski, Henry Miller, Eckhart Tolle, GEORGE CARLIN, Mohammad Ali, PICASSO, KANDINSKI, Ann Bogart, Laird Williamson, Donovan Marley, Vaclav Havel, Harlan Ellison, to name a small handful but the one thing all of these giants had, was the ability to look inside and find TRUTH! That thing I thought every great artist was supposed to be after, CRUSHING the DIAMOND in truth and shooting for the MOON in his intent and purpose as an artist. If the meaning of life, to you, is about finding happiness, then in your mind, happiness is the top of the MOUNTIAN, your intent and purpose is to reach the top, in the ACT OF CREATION, the top of the Mountain, when you get there, at the highest level, at that altitude, you could reach your hand to the sky, and play twinkle fingers with happiness, enlightenment, nirvana, BUDDHA and the almighty GOD !